Through

The more bogged down, drunken
lacking all sincerity and wasting
all the love given, taken
aback.
Ifff
could only
bring you
back down
stand off
turn away
Walk away
filthy, lost
sipping from
a puddle; like a dog.


Shacken up
slept all along
the line blown
away
wind sand-papers
the desert skin.

Green-eyed
Gray-haired
Hope-less
Divorced from my skin

Alienated
Trod-upon
Reckless recluse.


True laws are unbreakable.
ONE: The goal of all conscious beings
is to eliminate all unwanted sensation.


You have, do and will
praise something/one
Which/who is undeserving.


Nothing is better than You.




Shallow courses of action/ through veins, in/out veins
Ones that were artificially reversed in vain.
Seemingly impossible rivers flowing back
from whence they came. Uttering silent sentences
made up of noisy trash sputtered back up
clogging drains, mutually inaccessible by all
that go.


Shouting back at
you
are wrong, so wrong.
Why can't you
see. Do you
was I
wrong? Again?
Up against
Holy Spirit
Blessing you secretly
(allowing this to happen)
continued blame, pressure
the presence
Cog, pipe, smoke
Hold on to me, please.
I swear.
I swear that I love you.


And I ain't gonna be the one
to be doin' all the regrettin'
when I get old, no way.